It's been months since I have published anything...this blog was about my beloved Vinnie's fight ...his fight with cancer.
Cancer thinks it won...it took his life but his spirit still walks by my side...his spirit tells me I'll be ok..will it? I wonder. I cry everyday and yes I realize Vinnie wants me to be happy..how easy that would be...to say today I will be happy, but it's not that easy.
It's easy for people to say keep busy, do this .do that as they go home to their families..I go home to am empty house, quiet as a tomb.
The only living brings that have never left me are my dogs...always by my side. Unless you are walking this path advice is not needed.nor wanted.
Unless you walk this path you have no idea what being truly alone is..no family near me...no one just my dogs.
If I cry all I want is someone to hold me and let me cry ..without advice...without any speaking..just hold me ..let me talk about Vinnie and just listen.
Simple isn't it...but it's not simple...it's not...it's...
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